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It's raining outside. Figures. well, i'll try and give you a bit of an update: most everyone close to me knows about what's happening now. i've been getting a lot of calls from people i didn't expect to hear from. there have been several really akward conversations. but i try and get people to forget about all this and just have a good time. i've dropped out of most of my classes at school because there didn't seem to be a point to it. I chose to stay in a creative writing class because i think it could do me some good. I've been writing poetry. You don't have to tell me what you think of it, i'm just posting it on here for me:
Mos Qui (Toe)
the Time,
oh so short,
like a catapult,
swinging like a clock,
that is the clock of
time, which is like
a gun.
little insect friend,
or should i say foe,
i could've crushed you
with one lousy toe.
but no, you are
a catapult.
of time.
couldn't quite see
the hole you made (in me)
but i felt it hard
in my heart.
for ever.
and always.
amen.
I kind of think that that one is more like a prayer than a poem. That's why i ended it with "amen". I'll give a health update here soon. today, i jusst feel like this thing has already beat me. i can't remember where i heard this quote, but it's what i want to tell all of you:
"hold your loved ones close. build a fire and sit by it close. never let the fire die, or your loved one might die too."
carl kevinson
(you might have noticed that i changed my last name. This is only to honor my father. Even though his last name is Corder and my former last name was Corder i think "kevinson" honors his life more than "Corder". dad, may the last days of my life honor all the days of your life. amen.)
EDIT
just to let everyone know, i started a blogring about West Nile for support. This isn't for me, it's for awareness. If you feel like this incident has impacted you at all, you should join the blogring. it's called "West Nile Don't Play" Thankyou
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